Monday, May 19, 2014

Fi-bros for life Limited Ellegee and Digital Nails Collab box

Hey everyone! Here I am with a box openeing. This is the Fi-bros for Life Limited Edition Collaboration box featuring special polishes by Ellegee and Digital Nails. It was putnout for fibromyalgia awareness day, and when it was announced I literally started to cry. I was diagnosed in 2009 with fibromyalgia and I have only been getting worse. Polish and make up are kind of my little pick me up on days where I can only where pajamas. So I just had to buy it. I just got my box in the mail today, I have been very excitedly stalking the mailman for this one.

The polishes that come inside are Chronic Badass by Ellegee and Whack with Poo Brain by Digial Nails. Ellegee also included some adorable bow nail charms and a thing of smarties. Digital Nails sent along toe seperators and a musache hair tie. So cute!

Chronic Badass is a glitter polish with black, purple, and magenta glitters, purple and silver butterflies,  and what looks like holo stars.
It's a lot of my favourite thing all packed into one polish. Its name symbolized the chronic nature of fibromyalgia and how tough we fibromites are battling it. Butterflies are the symbol of hooe for a cure, and purple is the colour chosen to reprisent the illness.

Whack with Poo Brain is a purple crelly with small dark purple shiny glitter, small black and white matte glitter, some slightly larger matte white squares and larger matte circles in light pink, black and white. There may be something I am missing too, there is a lot in there and it looks great!
Digital Nails called it Whack with Poo Brain based on an Adventure Time episode and her own experiences with fibromyalgia. She describes what is usually called fibro fog as whack with poo brain. I can totally relate! My fog gets so bad some times that I feel like I have poo brain too.

This is just my box opening post, I will be back with swatches and formula reviews later on. For now, check out the photos! It's dark and rainy today so they are not super great photos.

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Trying to Catch up part 1

So I have had a lot going on. I have a lot of things that I need to post about and review, many colours to  make swatch posts about, and so many other things to catch up on. I am not being a lazy blogger, I promise!

It all really started with losing my bunny Hiro in March that I had for 7 years. She and I were bonded like someone would be bonded to a service animal. She practically was a service animal for me, anytime I was sick or very sad she would be right there with me. She knew when I would get migraines before I got them and would lick my forehead. So losing her was super hard on me. It was hard on my fiance too, and hard on our remaining bunny Mitzi. Hiro and Mitzi didn't get along great when they were loose in the house, but when they were in their enclosures they would groom each other through the bar openings and sit near each other. Hiro died of cancer and she was about 8 years old, which is about how long her breed lives. 8-10 years they say for a mini-rex, so we knew we didn't have much longer with her, but it was still a shock. The night before she was happy and playing and energetic, just as she always was. I woke up about 4 hours later to use the restroom, and went to check on the rabbits, as I usually do when I wake up in the night. It was her night to free range, so usually she would run up and get pets and I would go back to bed. This time she didn't, and I had a hard time finding her in the apartment. When i did find her she was laying on the floor breathing hard and seeming sick. Later that day we took her to the vet and had to put her down, so that she wouldn't be suffering. I know it was the right choice and I don't regret it. If we got the treatment for her she wouldn't get to be the happy and playful bunny she always was. At the vet's office she used her last bits of energy to cuddle with me and let me know it was ok and that she was ready.

We got her cremated and planted some flowers in her memory.
I know that she wouldn't want me to be sad, but I am still really sad over losing her. But I am also so happy to have met her.

Our furry friends don't live long enough it seems, but our time with them is so special. Do you have any pets or special memories with animals? Please share in the comments! I love to hear about it!

Saturday, May 10, 2014

Trying to Catch Up, part 2

Part 2! Yeah, I didn't want to leave a huge wall of text, so here is part 2!

I have a lot of products that need to be talked about. Since my surgery and coming off my birth control pill my hormones have been all loopy which means acne. I know, yuck. I never really had break outs as a teen, so it's really surprising for me. So, I have been a little stressed over that. But I bought some great products that have been clearing it up really well! Which I plan to talk about soon. Adult acne is no fun, since when you are an adult you have to worry about wrinkles too.

Earlier this month a friend asked if we were ready to take in another bunny, because she knew one that needed a new home because the owners didn't have time for it. She would have taken her in, but she has 8 already and is fostering one more. So we met the bunny and she was just a sweetheart. Her and Mitzi got along really well on their first meeting and we said that we would take her. The owners were trying really hard to re-home her I guess and offered her to another person who also had a lot of rabbits, and probably wouldn't have time. Her name was Sophia.
We met with the owners, and they asked us all the questions, and seemed reluctant in there desire to give her up. We didn't know at the time they had been trying to give the rabbit to other people so ambitiously. My friend had been taking care of her for 2 weeks while they were on vacation, and they had taken her to the vet before they left. The vet signed her off in good health, but they declined any blood testing or anything. It's wise to get your rabbits levels checked 1-2 times a year to make sure their kidney levels and everything are good. They said she had a bladder infection, which was treated within the 2 weeks my friend had her. They agreed to let us take her home after deciding we would take good care and keep her healthy. They gave us a huge bag of hay for her, and some vitamins.
We had her home, and she was a little stressed at first about the move, but settled in really well. Her first week went great. She would sit with me on the couch and cuddle and just be adorable. Then that Sunday we brough her to Hoppy Hour, which is a weekly event for people to bring their rabbits to socialize and play with other rabbits, and her former owners came to visit. That day Sophie seemed a little lethargic, and tired. We figured it was because she was playing all morning and now it was her nap time, see rabbits have active times and nonactive times so they tend to just sleep in little windows of a couple hours through out the whole 24 period. After everyone had gone we stayed and she got a nail trim and they noticed she was dehydrated. We syringe fed her some water, and she perked up a little and seemed great. So after we got home I made sure to check on her and get water into her every couple hours.
The next day, was Monday. I woke up in the morning, after my fiance had left for work, to check on her and give her some more water. She seemed tired and out of it again, and when I picked her up she had a really bad case of diarrhea which can be deadly to rabbits. I cleaned her up, gave her some water and texted my fiance. We got her an appointment right after he got home from work. My vet is one of those super vets who can take a look at the animal and know if they are sick. She told us she was dehydrated and anemic, and we did blood tests to make sure. Her red blood cell count was 12%, and the normal is 40%. She also found a tumor and ultra sounded it. Sophie had cancer. We were told she was 2 maybe 3 years old. The vet looked at her teeth and told us she is probably closer to 6. We took her home, and had a lot to think about.
At this point we had to spend some of our rent on getting her checked out, but we felt it was justified. We called our friend and told her. We called the former owners and told them. They wanted to take her back, and would pick her up after they got off work. We explained that she needed to be syringe fed water and food every couple of hours, so they declined taking her. But they wanted to help with the vet bills.
Tuesday came around and she was worse. So much more dehydrated and lethargic. She started to refuse the syringes of water. The original owners called and decided that it was the stress of moving that made her sick, so they wanted to bring her old cage over. We said ok because at that point we knew she didn't have long and we wanted her to just have a peaceful passing. After a few hours of refusing the water she started to have tics, and we made an appointment to put her down. I was just holding her at then, crying because I was so sad that she had a hard life. Mitzi came up to me to say goodbye to Sophie. It was not long after that she passed. Right in my arms. We informed the former owners that they didn't have to come, and that we would take her to be cremated. They were 100% ok with this, but weren't sure if they wanted some of ashes or not. They wanted to help pay the costs of cremation.
It took us a few days before we could call them again. Sophie passing the way she did hit us really hard because it was so close to Hiro's passing. It's still hard, seeing I am typing this post up on the Saturday after she passed. When we did get a hold of them again their whole attitude was changed. They told us that it was our fault she died because we wouldn't bring her back to them. That she "died of a broken heart" and that we had no right to be upset because we only had her a short time. Since we took her and it was our fault they weren't going to help pay anything. I was livid. Not over the money, I don't care about that. We can make it back easy. I was upset because of the woman blaming us, and telling us we can't be upset. It was so hurtful. That call was on Thursday. It's now Saturday.

I drew a portrait of Sophie, remember her by. I am also selling prints of it to help us catch up on our bills that we missed due to her care. I miss her a lot, even if it was a short time. I loved her a lot even though it was a short time. She touched the hearts of many people in our rabbit community as well.

So now, it's just catching up on my life after grieving and while grieving.
This is the portrait I made. It captures her personality so much. She was sweet and happy. She would fluff up her ears when she was excited (she was a lop).

If you would like to purchase a print of her portrait you can do so here: http://seraphimfeathers.storenvy.com/products/7156538-sophia-5x7-print

Color Me Monthly: May

My May Color Me Monthly came in today! I saw a picture online that I thought was a spoiler, and it was a terrible looking green. I think it was just in bad lighting because this polish is gorgeous!

It's a lively minty blue green shimmer. Super on trend for the colour right now, it's in the range of what I was expecting to get. The shimmer is strong in a clear/silver.

This polish reminds me of robins eggs and having tea in the garden. It's very May, and mother's day with out being pink. Such a wonderful addition to my collection.

Color Me Monthly is a subscribtion based nail polish service. They send you one polish every month chosen by their curators from the best of the best of the season's on trend colours. It's $7 each month, or $75 for 1 year. You can sign up to get CMM at http://colormemonthly.com/product-category/nail-polish-subscriptions/

Monday, April 28, 2014

Mani Monday

I had a busy week, so I missed last week's Mani Monday. The first one is from last week. Its Julep Flora and Kayla.

The second is this week's mani is a lot of fun for me. It mixes up different finishes and colours. Main colour is Julep Aphroditie and accent is China Glaze Teal the Tides Turn.

Friday, April 18, 2014

Easter Mani

No Mani Monday because I did my Easter mani late Monday and it took forever. I was gonna do acrylics but instead to save time I just used regular glue ons. But it still took a long time. Labour of love I guess. I added all the bunnies in deco pic because it's fun.
Colours
Color Me Monthly Chiffon for April
Color Club Nail Art Polishes

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Gluten Free, Dairy Free Potato Flat Bread

My first attempt at flat bread was good, but not great. This one is a lot better. It's softer and very delicious. I really like this new recipe. It's a modified version of this recipe. Very modified. I pretty much just used that one as a place to start, like inspiration.

What you need
1 1/4 c gluten free flour mix (I used one from trader joes)
1 1/4 c potato flakes (the instant kind, if you want the bread o have a flavour use the flavoured ones!)
1 tsp salt
1 tsp xanthan gum
1 tbl baking powder
1 tbl lemon juice
1 egg
1 tbl extra virgin olive oil
1 c hot water

Mix all your dry ingredients in a large bowl. Add egg and carefully mix in other wet ingredients. You should have a medium firm dough, if it's too dry add a bit more water and if it is too wet add a bit more potato flakes.
Form dough into balls and roll flat or press with hands. I pinched mine from the center outward. Get them to about 1/8 inch thin, they will rise a little because of the baking powder and lemon juice, but not a lot. You could also make them thicker and cut them like pita bread when done.
Cook each side in a frying pan or on griddle for about 45-60 seconds or until golden brown.

Depending on how thick and how big you make them you should end up with about 8-10 of these.

I made a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich with one yesterday and it was super delicious.